The Next Chapter
I need to be able to turn the page. To close this chapter and move on.
I need to not care what you’re doing anymore. To move on without wondering about you in the back of my mind.
I’m different now than I was before.
I’m not the same person that I was. I’m better.
I don’t have as many panic attacks.
I don’t have as many down swings.
I’m mostly stable now.
I’m finding myself.
Finding out what I need in my life.
At one point, I thought what I needed was you.
You’re nothing but my past now.
Another chapter in history.
You’re not a part of me anymore.
I’m not crazy anymore.
I don’t want to die.
I want to live my life and move on.
But I want to move on with you.
I want to close the door and not look back.
But there are so many good memories that hide there.
You’re nothing to me anymore.
You’re just a dream that I had.
You know that place between sleeping and awake?
That’s where you will always be.
That’s what I need to clean up now.
You can’t be there anymore.
You’re not welcomed here anymore.
You’re nothing but a piece of my history.
Another chapter to be closed.
I love you but I’m letting you go.