When

When is life going to get easier?

I mean, really? You work and work to barely scrape by, how is that living? I can work my ass off at any job and yet still be strapped for cash before the end of the week. I’m tired.

I’m tired of always fighting just to stay alive. To barely live this miserable existance. I mean, we work all the time to make friends. I finally make friends and things go to shit. I’m moving. Moving in with friends that I just made because I can’t afford to live on my own anymore, and they can’t make it either. I don’t get it!

I don’t get how this is a life. Why does everything have to revolve around a meaningless dollar? The whole world works around money, and for some of us, that’s almost impossible. We work and work and still can’t live.

I’m just tired of never having anything. I barely have a roof over my head. And I’m always wondering when the sky is going to fall. Well, it’s falling. So I’m trying to move on and out before it does. And It’s hard. It’s hard to live life this way. And yet, we do it everyday. Everyday we fight to stay alive. And my one question remains.

When is life going to get easier?

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About Preslee

I am diagnosed with Bipolar 2 Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Panic and Anxiety disorders, and PTSD. I write about my own personal experiences and thoughts.

Posted on April 16, 2014, in Life and tagged . Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. sorry it’s rough… I know what you mean. hope ti gets easier soon.

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