Dwelling on Dreams

It wasn’t long ago that I dreamt of a home full of love and laughter. A smile on my face and in my heart. A home filled with the joy and sound of little fweting running around.
You took those dreams, yours not to take, and smashed them up… You squashed them and ripped them to shreds all by a fee simple words.
My life could have ended that day. It could have been over. But I dreamt that things would look up again.
But here I see you, arms wrapped around someone new. And all I wonder is what did I do?
What did I do to you to make you see me in a different light. To make you say that things weren’t right. I don’t understand what happened or why. But all I know is that this is good bye.

I’ll always love you for you were my first. And I can’t believe the dreams you took. Away from my heart and away from my flesh. I will always long for that last kiss.

Good bye to a man that wasn’t a man. And hello to a new tomorrow.


About Preslee

I am diagnosed with Bipolar 2 Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Panic and Anxiety disorders, and PTSD. I write about my own personal experiences and thoughts.

Posted on December 2, 2013, in Poetry. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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