When?

When did I become this? A shell of who I once was?

The girl in me, died long ago, so who am I now? And when did I get here?

I don’t understand what’s going on with me.

I think that I’m getting worse, not better.

Maybe it’s me.

Maybe it’s fate?

Maybe I’m spiraling out of control and just waiting.

For what?

I don’t know.

But this is not me.

And I don’t like it.

And yet, I wonder.

When did I get here?

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About Preslee

I am diagnosed with Bipolar 2 Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Panic and Anxiety disorders, and PTSD. I write about my own personal experiences and thoughts.

Posted on June 7, 2013, in Mental Health and tagged , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. We all wonder dear.. we all do. Let it pass away.. I hope you feel better soon.

  2. are both anxiety and depression becoming stronger?

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