Weird. I feel weird tonight. I feel like I need to go, get out. I need to get out of myself. I need out of my body.
I need to cry. I need to scream. I need to rip out of myself. I feel weird.
Yes, I have taken my pills. Yes, I have taken an anxiety pill, though it was this afternoon and it is now like 9:30.
I feel shaky. I feel jittery. I feel weird.
I can’t go to bed. I’m tired but I can’t just lie there. I feel like SCREAMING!!!!
Hubby is worried, I think. But he’s taken his sleeping pills, so he’s half asleep already.
But I feel weird. My heart is racing. I’m not scared. I’m just feeling so weird……..
I want to feel normal so I can go to bed.
I want to not feel like this.
So, I’m watching Dance Moms…maybe I should go and take another anxiety pill….